Hello, welcome to Warinthespirit.org!
This site is dedicated to my journey with the Lord and where it
is currently taking me.
My life and relationship with Christ has been eternally rewarding,
and at the same time extremely challenging. A lot of things have changed in my life in the past few years. A lot
of people have exited my life. My career path is on the verge of changing for good. Where I am now is not where I thought
I would be 10 years ago. I’ve been stretched in ways that I couldn’t have imagined previously. God has me in such
a situation that I’m pretty much dependent on him for advice, wisdom, and friendship. I have my good times and bad times
within this spiritual relationship, but one constant is that I am always learning and growing in it. I struggle with grasping
what God is telling me, with what I believe I can do, and what I want to do instead. I wrestle with things that I hear in
my spirit, and with discerning what God wants me to do as far as my purpose, or even for a particular day. I think about situations
in my past, where I’ve done some very wrong things and the consequences that I had to deal with as a result of those
decisions. I think about the future and God’s glorious plan for me, while fighting unbelief, doubt, and fear. I deal
with isolation from time to time while God is pruning me, stripping me of some things emotionally and spiritally, &
molding me into a man. When I am around people, one of the things that I deal with is when I express what's going
on, my statements get totally misinterpreted, or I get judged, or folk just can't relate to what exactly is going on in me.
So I wrestle with myself, with thoughts, and God. My stretching got to a point where I thought to myself that I
can’t possibly be the only person who is going through something like this. Thus, this website was born.
A vehicle to express what's going on with and in me and to hopefully encourage others who may be going through the same thing.
I hope that you are blessed by this site and if you have any comments by all means e-mail me or leave a note.